Weight: To huge to weigh
Mood: Defeated.
So in case you're wondering why I haven't been on here it's because I failed. I know I can't hide from it for forever but I am delaying my weigh in until monday. Here's the scoop.
My wife is ill. Not like the "oh man this head cold sucks" but like locked in the bedroom, sleeping 16 hours a day for two days incapacitated. My son woke up from a nap with a limp like two days ago. No one knows why he had a limp, he just had a limp. After taking him to the doctor and getting x-rays and all of that the answer our doctor told us just to wait it out. After a couple of days he's certainly improving, and so that's a good sign.
The reason I tell you this is to tell you why I decided that this weekend I don't care about what I'm eating. You can call it selfish, or lame, or whatever you want, but the reason I decided that calories don't count this week is because it would be too overwhelming to watch what I eat. I'm not saying that I can't handle portion control AND taking care of a child AND nursing my wife back to health. I just don't really want to. Look. I've done awesome. I've lost almost 20 pounds. I'm not going to gain all of that back in 2 days. My goal is just to get my overeating out of my system this weekend, to simply eat what I want, when I want, with no structure, and start back fresh on Monday, with my will resolved and back in order.
Thank you for your time and understanding.
2 comments:
you were probably sooo busy doing all that, you didn't have so much time to eat anyway. Don't sweat it, you'll come back strong! Just don't give up and you are definitely not a failure!
You know... you're being intuitive and listening to your body by knowing what your limits are and where your breaking point is... maybe it will be good to step away from rules and just live... :)
Eventually you'll banish overeating and become intuitive about what your body needs the vast majority of the time. The process of getting there is going to have gaps.
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